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I probably should come here more, and maybe not only when I need to vent. Especially because I just opened this "Post an Entry" page and apparently the last saved draft was a suicide note.

December had very low dips. Anyway, I'm good lately. Still struggling to afford living expenses, but at least I'm not letting it crush me.

I moved away from most of my friends last year, and we've kept in touch less and less. That was also a big reason I was so rock-bottom last month. It's hard to deal with things like money when you feel so alone. Gladly, I made myself go party with them on New Year's. And my art block finally cracked, so that's helped me cope.

And I'm hoping to make new friends today. ♥

There's an LGBTQ+ support group that holds meetings not too far from me, so I'm heading there tonight and we'll see what happens. If nothing else, I hope to meet other trans people, but I'm hardly picky. I'm still the only trans person I know offline, and having no one to relate with about this stuff is so isolating, and I get that feeling enough already. Hopefully that can end today.

There are no obligations for the meetings, so I'll probably be pretty quiet this first meeting. I'm not really used to people anymore, so I'm not holding or pressuring myself to do or say anything. I'm just going to be there.

Update: It went well. Made some new friends. :)